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Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Could it be?

I hope Nathan is getting through his melancholy once and for all. He sent me a text last night while he was working that gives me some hope. It read: "I'm happy with what God dealt me. I have Sarah, a house, a job that I can walk to, and my dog is my baby. On the other side we will all be perfect and thats what I'm looking forward to." To have him actually say that warms my heart! Part of me though wonders if this new view on his life will last. He has these times of great insight, and then something happens and he withdraws again. I really hope that that will not happen again. I hate rollercoasters, and I have been on an emotional one for nearly a year. I will be forever grateful to the Lord for helping us through this once we are totally through it. I know that through the Lord anything is possible. I also know that the Lord will not give us a trial that we can not make it through. I know Nathan can get through this. He just has to allow himself to do so. He surprised me yesterday with something else. He helped me goet out of the house and get some exercise. He asked me to drop some stuff off at his work, and then walked around the school a couple of times with me. He was really encouraging. I liked it. If I can count on more of this Nathan, it would be awesome.

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